Between stressing about failing my physics test (YES, I SAID FAIL) and trying to get adequate amounts of sleep whilst balancing a questionably hermit social life, I've been existing.
Existing and living are so different, and I wish I were presently doing the latter. I'm in what many would call a rut. A quarter-life crisis if you will. I haven't been feeling very creative, and I'm not in my zone! It bugs me that I'm doing barely enough to skate by on just about everything except for school. I definitely think it's time for a break from all this learning nonsense and get the proper break my brain deserves! Luckily I have 2 weeks left of this blasted summer class until my roadtrip to Oregon. I am just itching to get to the beach and soak in the sun.
I need a new perspective, a new take on everything I do. Listen to me, I'm like an 18 year-old Eat, Pray, Love just waiting to happen. Dear God, does this mean I get to spend my life's earnings to go to a foreign country and meet a gorgeous man?! I like to see the upside in things...
These are webcam pics. Please pray for me as I work to regain a social identity :)